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You suppose to heal not hurt. Youre to make thing better not worse. Why is it that you, my healer can heal no more. Why is it that you kiss so sweet and soothing no longer relieves my pain. That your hug so warm and revealing now must be done with ease. I only ask why youve now become my wounded healer. Why is it that hand once able to twist steel now struggle to hold a drivers wheel. That a heart so brave and strong now ticks as if each moment is its last. I only ask why youve now become my wounded healer. When is it that the child held the weight of the family? But i remain strong, you know its hard but fret not. For ive big shou

If I were to die tomorrow what would I leave? Loved ones, broken and beaten? A family line incomplete? If I were to die tomorrow, I beg you now do not fret. For I live now with our one true GOD. So I pray to you, do not fear for I am free. Free from these bonds, from this pain. So please I say again,fear not my friends for I've been set free. I know one day you shall join me and I'll meet you with open arms. And we shall have the grandest ball. But I beg you, that should I die tomorrow please, I beg you. Be not mad at thy father for his purpose is unknown and I now occupy a better space.

A hug so warm now grows cold. A smile so sweet now turned bitter and bare. You so loving now disappear. A life well lived, lived long and caring. Now that your gone...I know this sounds wrong... But I truly can not help to smile. For I know here on earth you suffered and struggled. But now your away and hanging in Heaven. Although truly it is sad and i will shed a tear for you. The tears shall fall upon smiling lips. For i know you suffering is over and you pain is gone. So please fret not about me, and keep a seat warm. For it wont be long till I'm hanging with you.

My last dance has been saved. Ive reserved it just for you. For there is not another with which i want to dance. I know that for now im too far away. But hopefully some day youll see me another way. Thats what i wait, i wait for you my dear. Should you want me no longer please just let me know. Ill disappear, ill vanish, youll never hear another word. And for this i am sorry, truly i hope you forgive me please. But if we still share feelings as i think we may. Then please do as youve asked me... And save me that last dance...

Your first love... This is the love you never forget. The feeling that never leaves. Your first true love fills you with a passion. A passion so intense it makes the sun jealous. A passion so over whelming you forget about life before them. Feelings so strong you would lay your self down to die for them. This first love...there's just nothing like it. Nothing like the joy. Nothing like the love. Nothing can compete with this person... And when they leave it never feels the same... And I know its f**ked for me to say but ill love you till the ends of my days...

Youve wrecked me. I know no what to do. My feeling for you they wont be through. I tried to turn them off as i did before. The difference this time is that my heart wont all what i desire. And its killing me. Too far away i live, I say again and again. But my heart perks up...you can wait for this one... So here I am...waiting.. Should you find another thatd be fine. For you to wait for me i wish not. But should it prevail that you remain alone...Ill be back soon enough...

This distance sucks. This distance blows. All i want is a night alone. But this distance is much to vast. Still a night alone is all i ask. Another year is what i wait. A year away it makes me faint. I love you with everything that i got. Now thats the truth. So the year i wait for a night with you. A night on the beach, a night on the town. A night in a movie or just on the streets. A night with you or hell even the day. But time with you is how i send my wish away. I knew what i signed up for but this hard i never thought itd be. The impossible distance stretches for days and days. But i can not stand it! I can not wait! I

Back to the hall ways back to the books. Back to accepting the lousy way that you look. Back to the teachers and hey back to the friends. But also back to the endless homework assignments. The back to school blues they never leave us be. The ups and downs of high-school the ever changing luck. As our education grows our spirits ware thin. Saying to your self just one more year left. The classes creak by but looking at a glance. You notice something strange, something odd and then you say. Wow just one more year left and it opens up new gates. The real world comes at you high speeds and deadly debit. But you realize yeah one more y

Temptation leave me be! ive said it all before. Leave me be and bother me no more. A simple flash of lust and you go running free. So im here shouting, screaming: temptation be no more. ill make you leave ill force you out but you always sneak back in. Start of as something good, something fine, just a joke. Until you twist and turn and mutate until the good is left no more. So leave me now i want you not, your burden take away. i beg to GOD let me desire these things no more. Let my mind be clear allow me to see only YOU. Wipe my mind clean, fill it with only pure thoughts and thing that satisfy you. Destroy all this temptation,

My heart aches for you. It rakes, pulls, claws, it tries all it can. It tries day and night to get back to you. I tell it wait, our time will come. But it is no patient thing it tries and tires. The hours I spent with you were the most wonderful hours ever. For my heart had never felt more at home than when you lay your hand in mine. And I long for the days, the mornings, evenings when I can hold you The idea of those days are the thoughts that keep me running day and night. Knowing what awaits me makes me want to speed time up. It makes me want to skip out on everything else and just be with you. Cuz baby when im with you, the fee